Dari Meja Adiejin
It is time to move up the ladder, inching up as we drag our sorry souls carrying with us the burden of living. Some of us prevails, some just vanished while some others would still be in the dark. I lost the password to the wordpress user account and then misplaced the backup codes during my desperate attempt to tidy up my server space. Hence I am unable to update some sites that I administer. You can call it a blunder or whatever that suits you, but what’s done is done. However I managed to dig up the postings up till around March 2008, so we should be orite.
But then, starting over can be refreshing and opens up new avenues to ponder and reflect upon. I’ve been blogging for a little over 4 years now and this is the 5th upgrade I think, from my humble beginning in March 2004. Much had happened, much had been written down, some remembered, some forgotten. This new edition would be as vulgar, as provocative, as insensitive, and probably the phase where I drop all the formalities and write without prejudice towards truthfulness, and almost definite that, it would be as exciting as before. I chose minimal colours this time, black being the symbol of my strength and rigidness and white being the ultimate colour that I wanted my soul to be.
O8-o8-o8 was my 41st Birthday. Nothing special about it but I wasn’t amused when almost every national newspaper had Anwar Ibrahim’s face on the front page. That set my devilish thoughts into motion and could not help wondering how one human being can cause so much chaos. I just have one doa for you wahai Anwar.
“Ya Allah, jika Anwar Ibrahim ini satu manusia yang tulus, satu manusia yang betul betul jujur dalam apa yang diperjuangkan, jikalau dia ini satu manusia yang betul betul mahu akan kebenaran, maka Ya Allah, kau permudahkan lah usaha manusia ini dan berkatilah usaha beliau.
Tetapi Ya Allah, jika manusia bernama Anwar ini betul betul pembohong, betul betul suka bontot lelaki, betul betul tukang liwat, atau seorang yang mempermain mainkan sentiment rakyat dan memutar belitkan kepala otak rakyat demi kepentingan dia untuk jadi PM, maka Ya Allah, kau letakkanlah segala bala dan petaka kepada manusia bernama Anwar ini dan keluarga beliau. Dan kau laknatlah manusia ini.”
Ok, cukup about mamat tuh dan cukup dulu buat kali ini….Happy Monday..